The fear stems from an attachment to the ideal image I want to project in the eyes of the other person. So what if the other party thinks badly of me, scolds and degrades me ? Am I really that poor of a person just because he thinks so? It’s the fear that he thinks so, and the fear of being shouted at and looked down upon. Though I am already being looked down upon, somewhere inside my head and heart, I wish, I could be someone whom this person looks up to. That’s creating a lot of suffering.
It’s time to let go, to let go of what I might be in his eyes, in anybody’s eyes. Whatever happens, I wish you well and may you be free from attachment and suffering and may you finish what you had come to this world to do. May I let go of every single thing in my life.