Have you had days when whatever you want to do, you feel a certain force going against you ? ‘You’ have put yourself onto a pedestal and made yourself into a King, as if the entire world has to conspire to allow you to do whatever you want, conveniently. When I was walking towards my car, there were no other cars driving past. But the minute I wanted to reverse my car, all of a sudden, there was a string of cars. WTH ? I was stuck in a slow crawling traffic, as the outer most lane seemed to be moving faster, I switched lanes. Whaddya know, just when I wanted to switch lanes, Iwas blocked by strings of motorcycles whizzing between my lane and the right lane. So I had to wait. After a difficult wait to switch lanes, I finally did it. Right after doing so, the lane I was in started moving along faster than the lane I switched into. By this time, I was boiling inside. Frustration welled up inside me, I could feel the anger in my breath filling up my lungs poisoning my body and my soul.
It seems that the force is against me, denying me of what I want. In the end, with frustration, anger and depression, I …. become my own obstacle. How do I make use of the force ? By doing away with the high expectations and accepting what is ? How do I improve my situation by accepting what is ? I need to find the key to using the force…..